Hi. I been on the Jailbreak 7.1 server for the last 8 hours today. At first it seemed fun and all but then it started getting toxic... I like being on the guard team and I like to help the warden out cause I find that fun! Then a lot of people complained and started to vote slay me at least 30-50 times (unsure of the total amount in a row) and then toxicity rolled in. They said if I didn't have a mic I shouldn't play guard, however I do have a mic (my web camera) but I am mute. I am mute IRL and cannot speak. (I'm getting surgery soon which should help with a bit of vocal therapy). So I kept telling them that and a few people started rolling in with hate saying "go **** yourself you ******* ******" and stuff and I didn't know what to do. I tried my best to use smilies and give credits to them and do /hug their names to see if I can be friends. If you ever watched A Silent Voice it's basically like I'm the girl in the beginning scenes and the people keep on bullying me. I know it may seem dramatic to talk about this but I been really suicidal because of this server and today I am probably going to the ER due to the amount of hate and stress I been going through. I will check back in tomorrow if I did go. I have multiple videos that include chat evidence if you want to check (also voice chat). So far out of 100 or so different people I been hated a little over 70 people that were in the server today. The rest really didn't care or didn't want to talk. Other than this one guy named Coal I think he was pretty nice but then people started calling him a simp and I started crying because I feel like I did this and I am a mistake. Can someone please, please, please help me. I'm really getting sad.